Jar Of Hearts

I bet you guys never heard me singing right? So yeah, here you go. I'm not good enough. But at least I tried :')

HOPE YOU ENJOY! ♥

Everything We Have Is Only Borrowed

I was thinking what if he's not here. Which means "if he died". For sure I don't want it to happen, but he makes me think like that. He act weird last night. He keep saying "I'm afraid I'll never see you again" and he asked me to be faithful. He never like this before. What makes me become more afraid is he's going to leave this Thursday. He's going to Kedah for football match. We're not going to contact each other for three days because his coach will keep their phone somewhere I guess. I'm going to miss him so badly, and kinda worried because he act so weird last night as if something bad will happen. I'm afraid something will happen to him, something bad, something that I don't want to. But me, as his girlfriend, I will pray for him. I'll pray that he will be safe out there, I'll pray that something bad will not happen to him, I'll pray that he will be a good boy out there. And for sure, I'll pray that his team will win. Amin.

I almost cry when I wrote this. I know I'm being too emotional in this post, but what I write is what I feel. I don't want to lose him. Eventhough, he act annoying sometimes, but I do love him. I never felt like this before. I swear.

 

I must stick with you forever ♥

The Part Of The List

Hi, today is Saturday, but I just stayed at home. Such a boring day.. Supposed to go out with him yesterday. But since he's busy, we postponed it to Monday.

I'm doing nothing at home today. I was just playing with my cat, Ching :) She just can't stop make me laugh. The funny part is when she shake her butt before she runs. Haha how cute :') I love her and nothing can describe how much I love her. I almost forget all problems when she's here, beside me. She's kinda like my bestfriend, my girlfriend, my everything. Thank you, Ching :)

Actually, this kitten came to my house. So, I gave rice and fish for her. But two days after that, I said to my mum I want to keep this cutey kitten. At first, my mum didn't allow me because I am such a busy person and no one will take care of her. But I still want to keep her, then my mum said "okay". And yeah, I'm so happy! Her age is around two months I think. She's still a baby. I LOVE YOU, CHING! :) ♥